Part 18 – The Outsider 6 November 2018 7.45 I sit in a quaint coffee shop in London on this mild winter morning. My eyes well up with tears and I contemplate all that I
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Part 17 – Searching for the light
4 November 2018 My Story Part 17 – Searching for the light God is the Light of the heavens and the earth. The example of His light is like a niche within which is a
Continue ReadingPart 16 – Piercing through the heart of darkness
28 October 2018 My Story Part 16 Piercing through the heart of darkness I experienced two weeks of the best and the worst of human nature and the best and worst of my own nature in
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Part 15 – The Haj 21 October 2018 In Part 14, I promised to ‘reveal the surreal experiences I had only shared with a few on the journey of my lifetime.’ I would not be
Continue ReadingPart 14 – The Good the Bad and the Ugly
14 October 2018 The Good the Bad and the Ugly With the births of my second and third children, I mentioned the emotional disquiet in my marriage in Part 13. Shafiq and I bonded with
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7 October 2018 The White Picket Fence I’ve been thinking about the many years that I spent spinning around in my own mind after my marriage to Shafiq. When Faeeq was a toddler we moved
Continue ReadingPart 12 – Cry pray love
29 September 2018 My panic and unease during my first pregnancy (exposed in Part 11) increased exponentially after I gave birth. I remember everyone waxing lyrical about the “joys of motherhood”, yet for at least
Continue ReadingPart 11 – Save the Whale, Please?
23 September 2018 Part 11 – Save the Whale, Please? At the end of Part 10 the honeymoon ended, as do all good things. In real life, I returned to my new home with Shafiq
Continue ReadingPart 10 – Jumping off the cliff
16 September 2018 I ended in Part 9 with my father’s departure from this world. Shafiq did not take long to propose after my tragic loss, and I graciously, if somewhat cautiously accepted. My dad,
Continue ReadingPart 9 – “You gave me a forever within the numbered days”
9 September 2018 In part 8 I had met Shafiq and all seemed well. Unlike in the movies, meeting my life partner is not the happy ending. In fact, as life goes, it inevitably is
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